Saturday, June 10, 2023

A Letter to My Neptune

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Tic tac toe

Count a little but not make us two

Being angry, but feel sad too

Or maybe the time when you said me too

But in fact what we got is a different point of view

Or just my habbit that really bothers you


Nah i don’t want to defend myself towards you

I was so wrong and make it turning blue

Not trying to be a victim but i do feel really bad hurting you

I should’ve clean up the mess first when i let you

Moreover when you said i’m done giving chances to you


If i could turn back the time im really hoping never met you

So in the very next time i dont have the standard that only could have passed by you

Maybe later, but its gonna be extremely long journey to pursue

I remember some sayings that describe a lot about you :


“Sunset is beautiful, isnt it?” 


You got what it means, don’t you?

But then until time passing by, i never have enough strengths to say that to you

Now it still left unsaid yet already shooting a stroke to the heart that belongs to

Im sorry…. I remember you said we better ended before anything goes bad for both of us without argue

Because we already knew where this thing goes to but i keep holding on without thinking will end up hating you


Me and you

Mars and Neptune

We never meant to

But i hope everything goes well around you

I should take a step back since there’s no way i could get closer towards you

Goodbye my Neptune, i hope your strongest winds brings back our orbit together eventho i knew it’s impossible to do.



Andin, 11th June 2023

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